I'm not gonna share my medical illnesses anymore due to a lot of personal preference, but just know i'm Built Different (incorrectly).
That being said, I WILL say things that are weird, crude, wild, and possibly out of line. I'll possibly share things that could hurt or cause shock, or trigger medical conditions (such as epilepsy). Not that those are excuses, but I'm obligated to point it out.These effects are unintentional. I don't mean to cause harm, really n truly, I'm just a funnyman, and I wanna have fun online. If this happens, PLEASE let me know, I just see funny animal or hear funny noise and laugh.[The usual rules are below. #1 is Don't be a cunt and don't do it toward me, but here's the specifics]

Any of these types of subcreatures will be
SHOT ON FUCKING SIGHT.
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Below Applies for VRChat

Here's my new home for my sona's reference! You can share the link to this page for anyone interested in drawing me! You can also ask for close-up shots for accurate details! Images in second panel are clickable to maximize. (Press back on device to come back here)
IMAGE AND DESIGN IS SUBJECT TO CHANGE ANYTIME! I'll update the image accordingly with any changes!
(Accurate as of 12/06/24)

I'm a selfshipper! It's a coping mechanism of mine since early adolescence. It's also fun n cool.PLEASE don't question/poke fun at who I love. I'm open about this because I'm free to express how I feel.This list will change as time moves on. Some chars maybe be counted as romantic or platonic depending! I may also fall out of love with some of them, so just ask.(Up to date as of 02/14/25)
💖 = Current Fixation!

CURRENT LOVERSHUSBANDS
-Vlad Dracula Tepes (Castlevania)💖💖💖💍
-Bowser (the progenitor of all this)BOYFRIENDS
-Sebastian Solace (Pressure) (thanks to my best friend synth💖)
-Doombox (Lethal League Blaze)
-Garcello (FNF Smoke 'em Out Struggle/Hazy River)
-Daddy Dearest and Mommy Mearest (FNF)
-Wayne (Hylics)
-Cactus Gunman (Gregory Horror Show)
-Piers (Pokemon Sword/Shield)
-Guzma (Pokemon Sun/Moon)
-Sissel/Yomiel (Ghost Trick Phantom Detective)
-Lewis Pepper (Mystery Skulls)
-Kars (JJBA)
-Ultron (Avengers)

PLEASE DO NOT use these against me/as a form of revenge. You'll never hear from me again.
(Will add more as time moves on. Updated 11/15/24)________________________________________________________
This isn't a trigger but I want to address something important.
Sometimes I recluse away from or unadd my friends and loved ones due to my brain telling me they hate me. I've had this issue ever since I could remember. All I need is a reminder that I'm not doing anything wrong, that I'm a good friend, and that I'm still loved. That's all I ask of my friends. It can save me a lot of over-thinking, and possibly my life if my mood ever gets that deep down ever again.
Just wanted to let you know.

💢 = Annoyances
⚠️ = Upsetting
🪓 = Extreme
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🪓🪓🪓 - If you or anyone remind me of my mother or brother in their way, shape, form, tone, mannerism; I will fucking remove you from my life outright, no mercy, no apologies. This includes yelling at me, gaslighting me, accusing me/legit getting pissed over something small.🪓🪓 - Past friends I ended on bad terms. If we ever end a friendship on negative terms, and we cut each other off, it is FOR LIFE. Forgiveness for me is a very hard thing to understand, it might as well straight up not exist to me. I don't expect it from those who hate me, I never do, but if you waltz back into my life thinking we can be moochy again, you're dead fucking wrong. It will take a decade at worst if you ever try to, so don't even bother.🪓- (Extreme) Sexual Talk Rape, Sex, Sexualization of my body results in instant block/report, Anyone who puts their fetish front and center/'gooning is my personality' type beat
I can only handle so much sexual talk before it becomes uncomfortable for me to hear and see, so please be mindful.🪓 - If you ever use my mental illness/health as an excuse of my behavior, or use that to put words into my mouth that I've never said, you're getting cut off.⚠️ - Traumacore (I don't want to think of my abuse as something desensitized/romanticized/woobified into a ""cutesy blurry internet meme image"" for "aesthetic" or some compilation of ""strange images"" or worse, an ideal way of life)⚠️- Distorted/Uncanny faces (ex; Giygas Earthbound, Specimen 7: Spooky's House, RED: NES Godzilla Creepypasta.)
Pretty much any face with black gaping eyes, mouth bigger/longer than it should, and unnatural "skin" on a dark/black backdrop. This is the type of shit that will send my sense into fight or flight and leave me paranoid of the dark or unable to speak.🪓- Topics of rape/sexual abuse/Yanderes/manipulating/taking advantage of someone emotionally/romantically💢- Interrupting me/getting in my face/being a loud annoying kid. will mute.⚠️- Drama which I will have to resolve/unwarranted ranting (I try being there for my friends, I really do, but I can only do so much. I'll listen if I can handle it, but I cannot fight your battles for you. Don't treat me like the big resolver either.)⚠️- Topics relating to Loli/Shota/DDLG/ABDL (Should be obvious why, but if you're into this shit, stay FAR the fuck away from me. If you draw/model characters in this nature, you're gettin the clap.)🪓 - Trypano/Needles/any major medical talk - I get severely squeamish around descriptive medical discussion and needles, or anything going into the skin (blood being drawn, acupuncture in detail)⚠️- Any avatar/imagery with bad memories attached. I'll hide it myself without bringing it up, but always ask me about something if you think it'll upset me.💢- Folks who use slurs out of malice (I have reclaimed Faggot and Retard (in regards to myself). Please let me know if you don't want me to say it around you and I will oblige.)⚠️ - Happy Game don't like it for plenty of reasons: 1, it was a ex-friend/pedophile's favorite game (i can only imagine why..). 2, Distorted faces, detailed gore, trauma. 3, Fast, rapid, horrifying visuals accompanied by dissonant loud noise)💢 - People who make uncomfortable jokes/derogatory jabs at folks and then try to pass it off as "jokes" Fuck off, if someone's uncomfortable or upset, your "joke" ends.💢 - Tapping (in ASMR vids) I honest to god get tired of long acrylic nail tapping on shit. Just grates me more than anything really. I'll mute the video if it has that in it.